I have decided that although I have an uncanny ability to see very clearly into other people - I still remain massively cluster-fucked, when it comes to me.
Headache (7am) - my head is going to explode!!!!!
I ventured over to the local rec center last night to check out a Kung Fu class. Ahhh yes, I see the many similarities between my beloved Okinawan style karate and Kung Fu. Although, not quite the same cadence - I could feel my blood race with excitement, every time the Sifu would demonstrate a technique that I had done a million times before. There weren't very many students, which was fine...although, I suppose that if I wanted to help (as I have done with so many others), his school would be thriving within six months.
I go to Soke's tonight, I miss him - within the last three months I have felt disconnected.
Drinking is just a social friend thing, I can't do drugs - I just don't have the energy or impetus to engage in any self destructive activities. So I am left with myself and all the other me's. Sigh.............
I can guess I can go climb the mountain, like I always do and get a serious oxygen high.
I miss Nina - her laugh could melt an iceberg.
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