Merry Christmas Everybody!!!

Boy oh boy, what a holiday. I think that this Christmas has topped the charts in every aspect possible. The crumbsnatchers are happy and for the first time in my life, I can honestly say...my little world feels complete.

I've waited so very long for the right guy (in every way) and if anyone could come close to perfection (to me, of course)it would be Musa.

I'm not gloating (i hate that word), I'm just very happy right now....

I hope that all of my friends have a beautiful holiday.

Cool Beanzzzzz

So...another year - different faces, new friends and the world goes round and round.
What can I say?
My life has changed and for the better I might add.

I don't think that circumstances would be as they are if it were not for the incredible pain I had to endure these last few years.

NOTHING IS FREE!!!

There is a price for everything and I have finally come to the harsh realization that anything that I've ever wanted is there for the taking...but again..it ain't free.

If anyone out there in Cyber-heaven thinks that for 1 second...they can steal happiness or anything for that matter...Good-fucking luck!

I waited 2 years for the right person to show up in my life. Believe me, there have been many offers but, not a one came close to my ideal until now. I see many of my friends serial dating..desperate and miserable, always repeating the same mistakes.
I had decided that after the last relationship nightmare, which really was a 5 star horror film...that I would never lower my standards again-EVER.

I remember sitting with my friend Dan saying " I would rather die alone than be in another substandard and dysfunctional relationship"

I think the defining moment was when I stopped being fearful of growing old, being alone and when I finally stopped trying to control "my world".

And believe it or not...I'm not wearing any rose colored glasses. I threw those out a few years ago.

Smell ya later.

Sooo..uhhhhh, yeah....slackin'

My delectable Turkish delight.......